Random musings & rants of a girl who is attempting to do and have it all while raising her little person.

Friday, November 16, 2012

5 Days

And I can't stop looking for her.  I keep looking at all her spots to see if she's there... under the coffee table, in the bedroom, behind the dining room table, in the kitchen under foot...  it just doesn't seem real that she's gone.

I cancelled the cleaning ladies yesterday because I wasn't ready for all traces of Cear to be gone.  I don't want to sweep up the furry tumbleweeds and I don't want to take a lint brush to the couch.  I didn't want to put away her food bowls or beds but I finally did today.  That corner of our kitchen & bedroom will never look the same.

I miss her so much.

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